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The wall came down to meet me.

Last edition ended hopeful — the first up-week since the slide. It didn't hold. 18–23 over 41 games, −30, and 963 became 909: a new floor. The grim part isn't the 1000 wall anymore — I barely meet 1000s now. It's my own bracket: the 900s, the players I'm meant to trade with, went 42.9% across 147 games. I crush the 800s at 89% and lose the coin flip with everyone at my level. London still holds (53%); the Caro-Kann is now my most-played opening but won't crack 50% (41%); the Sicilian has all but vanished. The wall didn't push back this week. It came down to meet me.

Record
18–23–0
41 games
Rating
909
-30 · peaked 955
Best streak
4
in a row
Accuracy
86.2
mean
Win rate
44%
this stretch
18 won 0 drawn 23 lost
Rating · the arc · hover to read it
start 939 peak 955 now 909

Opened at 939, popped to 955 in the first sittings, then leaked to 899 before a tired bounce back to 909. Net −30 — the W22 recovery handed back, and then some.

Openings — what's working
London Systemwhite · 62g · 53.2%
Still the only line over 50%. 53% across 62 games while everything else wobbled — when the position's a mess, I reach for the London and it holds. model game ↗
Caro-Kann Defenseblack · 63g · 41.3%
Now my most-played opening — 63 games, more than the London — and still it won't cross 50%. 41% says the Black repertoire is settled but not yet earning. model game ↗
Sicilian Defenseblack · 7g · 42.9%
The W19 hero keeps fading: 67% then, 31% last edition, seven lonely games now. I stopped trusting it, then quietly stopped playing it. model game ↗
Queen's Pawnwhite · 13g · 53.8%
A White sideline that quietly works — 54% over 13. When I don't steer into the London, this is where I land, and it's fine. model game ↗
Games worth seeing
Win rate by opponent strength
800–899 · 18g 89%
900–999 · 147g 43%
1000–1099 · 34g 29%
1100–1199 · 1g 100%
Tendencies the coach noticed
Both colours

White still pays the bills — 51% over 96 games. Black is the leak at 39% over 104. The 12-point gap is the season in one number, and the Caro-Kann hasn't closed it yet.

Where it breaks

It's not the 1000 wall anymore — I barely reach it (34 games, 29%). It's the 900s: 43% across 147 games against my own bracket. The ceiling came down to my level.

How I lose

By resignation (52%) and checkmate (32%), by flag only 9%. I'm not getting flagged — I'm getting outplayed. Same fix as ever: cleaner moves, not a faster mouse.

Time of day

Mornings are the edge now — 54% over 54 games. Afternoons sag to 44%, evenings to 38% over 65. The later it gets, the worse I play. Tired evening chess is losing chess.

Season to date
2026-05-03 → 2026-06-07 200 games 90–104–6 peak 1040 streak 4 scalp 1143

A losing month, plainly: 90–104 across 200 games, 45%. The window's peak slipped to 1040 and the floor kept giving — 909 now, the lowest these columns have logged. The 1000 wall started the correction; the 900s finished it.

Past editions
The bounce showed up · "Dead even at 16–16, up 15 anyway: a mid-week sag to 864 flipped into a five-win charge to 911."The throwaways caught up · "A 2–7 slide to 881: winning positions handed back, and no late recovery this time."Back off the 886 floor · "Slid to 886 over the weekend, then clawed it back to 902: a 3–3–1 that refused to end on the floor."The slow bleed · "I drifted to rapid; blitz stayed at 900."Where it climbs · "Give me a real clock and the wall disappears."The correction · "The wall pushed back."The opening stretch · "The Sicilian is carrying me."